This is all so fucked and broken but it’s all I have.
Better Than Anything Ever by Paul Baribeau
The greatest song ever could never be as great as being there when you first heard it. Moving around the room with your grey t-shirt and faded blue jean eyes. I think you’re better than anything else ever.
I’m going the fuck insane. Wires busting out of my brain. Can’t get past the most minor shit. My mind fucking caves in over things you can forget. State the obvious and say it’s in my head. I’m so fucking tired of seeing red. I just want to freak the fuck out. Give my mind a dirt nap, take everyone out. I tried and tried. Over and over again. Losing the will to fight wars I cant win.